My experience in mainstream education was pretty mixed, and unfortunately, I faced a lot of barriers to my education. I found studying visual subjects like maths and science particularly difficult, due to the amount of diagrams and complex content I was working with. I felt that these subjects didn’t align well with my style of learning and my needs as a blind learner, which frequently left me feeling frustrated, incapable, and like I didn’t belong. At the time, I wanted to work in science, however due to my challenges studying the subject and the inaccessibility of the curriculum, I felt that this was no longer possible for me.
Some of my teachers didn’t know how to support me, and didn’t think I would be able to succeed in their subject. Teachers frequently didn’t send resources to my vision impairment team ahead of time to be made accessible, or would say that certain parts of the course would be too difficult to teach me, even though I was academically capable. This all negatively effected my mental health, and sometimes made coming into school a chore.